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lissa_quonWell as most of you know I am intending to leave this state soon and go to Oklahoma. It has been decided ages ago that I would go up before the school year started, stay with my sister and go job hunting before the town filled up again with people.
I've been apprehensive about this for a long time. Though I shook it off and put off dealing with such events until after A-Kon. Now that A-Kon has passed I'm down right nervous, and my friends have not been helping either. In fact some parties who shall remain nameless have been downright hostile with me about this. Now I'm beginning to wonder why the hell I thought leaving was a brilliant idea anyway.
I don't know anyone in the area but my sister and her husband, they both have become psuedo parents to me (true rather liberal ones but parents none the less) which makes living with them one part fun, one part awesome and two parts get-your-damn-boots-off-the-carpet.
My sis keeps claiming I'll have an easier time getting a job there and I'll make friends there and such, but I have my doubts. I had a job of sorts at VCR and no one there I'd consider friends, or even good people, or even CLEAN people. I don't have the kind of experience needed for a job at a decent place. In fact I'll probably kill myself or somebody before working another damn phone job ever again.
But yea, long story short, I'm terrified and anxious. I wish my friends would be a tad more supportive, cause at this point I feel it's better for me to move forward than stand still, which is what I feel I'm doing right now. I'm just going to try to stay optimistic damn it, my sister knows lot of people who know people so I might actually be able to get a non sucky job. And there is something resembling a public transit system in place so being car-less isn't so much an issue as it is here.
Here's hoping anyway.
I've been apprehensive about this for a long time. Though I shook it off and put off dealing with such events until after A-Kon. Now that A-Kon has passed I'm down right nervous, and my friends have not been helping either. In fact some parties who shall remain nameless have been downright hostile with me about this. Now I'm beginning to wonder why the hell I thought leaving was a brilliant idea anyway.
I don't know anyone in the area but my sister and her husband, they both have become psuedo parents to me (true rather liberal ones but parents none the less) which makes living with them one part fun, one part awesome and two parts get-your-damn-boots-off-the-carpet.
My sis keeps claiming I'll have an easier time getting a job there and I'll make friends there and such, but I have my doubts. I had a job of sorts at VCR and no one there I'd consider friends, or even good people, or even CLEAN people. I don't have the kind of experience needed for a job at a decent place. In fact I'll probably kill myself or somebody before working another damn phone job ever again.
But yea, long story short, I'm terrified and anxious. I wish my friends would be a tad more supportive, cause at this point I feel it's better for me to move forward than stand still, which is what I feel I'm doing right now. I'm just going to try to stay optimistic damn it, my sister knows lot of people who know people so I might actually be able to get a non sucky job. And there is something resembling a public transit system in place so being car-less isn't so much an issue as it is here.
Here's hoping anyway.
